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I started patreon. Developer Diary

2015.03.16 17:33 Sourjelly:3 Edit

First of all, I must apology to everyone who visiting this blog.

I'm sorry, for all of you. I've been said I'm alright I can make it, or I will work hard to make it.

but truth is I'm not alright.

I was just pretending alright. I was just keep trying, struggling.

I had one tiny useless pride.

I just couldn't show my product to anyone unless I finish the project.

I thought showing unfinished stuff is "shameful"

So I took so much effort on the demo, originally I didn't want to show the demo as well.

FJLM Persuaded me to show the demo.

Then I was so happy when there were many visitors came here and gave us feedback.

but the pressure, I had a pressure that I must finish this project ASAP.

I was obsessed with finishing the project. try hard, but that didn't go well.

I had a job for real life, because of that I had limited amount of time.

No matter how hard I tried, the wall of reality was too high to me.

Recently I got fired from my job since the store owner changed

The previous store owner want me to move to the other place and work for him, but I refused.

If I move my place, that cost me extra and I will be separated with my project team.

Then I had to admit the reality.

I've been refusing the donations and extra help because of stupid pride,

Now it's time for me to choose my own path. get a new job and drag the project slower or ask for help.

I and FJLM talked about it for a long time. and today, I finally decide what to do.

I must thanks to YepName. Your little push helped me lot to start this campaign.

Without you, I probably choose the worst way. Thank you.

- Sourjelly

Okay, It's time to remove my gloomy topic away More images

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VazdahName

2015.03.16 17:58
Nothing with asking for help. You have a great vision for a project and that you want to continue making it is great and that you asked for help from others is great too. I hope to see this project completed because it looks great.

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Sourjelly:3

2015.03.16 18:12
Thank you. I was wandering, hesitating, and more, I was afraid of the anybody knows that I'm not okay.

Now I let out everything I had inside of my heart.

I feel better now.
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YepName

2015.03.17 04:16
I didn't know you were in a tough spot. I'll try to spread the word about your patreon to help you out. When I can get back on my feet

with a job I'll definitely donate to you. You and FJLM are both amazing and talented and you two have my respect and anyone you call a

friend. Also, don't feel pressured or rushed. good things come to those who wait. there's people who are looking forward to the game and they will wait for all of you. I look forward to seeing all of your work in the future to come.

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Sourjelly:3

2015.03.17 05:47
The courage you gave me was more than anything already.

Sometimes I need a little push from behind, and you are the one one who gave me.

Thank you. and now I must not to waste this :)
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MAH

2015.03.17 10:19
If I knew this sooner, I would have gladly given you words of courage. I went a head and made a account for the website. I'll try to keep up when I can. :)
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Sourjelly:3

2015.03.17 15:33
Thank you very much! by the way, I like your icon.

I think I must add sign up/sign in widget in this blog, so anyone can get their own icon :)
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MAH

2015.03.17 16:46
Thanks. it took me a minute to make draw it. it will be nice to see more people join. :D
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